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Back into the swing of things.
Haven’t done this in a while. Not feeling anywhere as bad as I have done. Today’s the 12th. Had a good day yesterday despite things. Our junior EYP team are through to the Nationals, like we were....
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The Family Enviroment
Just had a shouting match with my dad. This was brought on when he was very angry with me for forgeting to do the dishes amidst deadlines for advanced higher dissertations, higher investigations,...
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Still alive(ish).
I realise that a prolonged silence is maybe not the best idea given the cirmcumstances. I had somehting of a rest during exam season. After the folios and disertaions were all in I had no deadlines...
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Bloody Inconvinience
My appeal to get the grades to get into Oxford University had to be in Yesterday. There is no one in Oxford addmissions office today. I need to have accepted my insurance offer (Glasgow) by tomorow. I...
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Hello again.
Can’t remember when I last posted. Recent news, didn’t get into Oxford, in Glasgow uni instead. My friends Iain and Jamie, brothers to me both, are far away in different cities. Of those left, I...
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Timetabling
Got u at 10 today which has become early. I made another appointment with my GP; despite the non-communicatory stance of the psychiatrist, I’ve decided to try get a letter or something, so the uni...
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After a considerable gap
Started slashing at myself again with that old letter opener. Delayed reaction for some reason. THus dug a little deeper than usual. Had a better manic spike than I’ve had in a while, so kinda expected...
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and there was me thinking I had learned to handle this…
Hello again. Been fucking all over the place. I don’t know if I’m depressed and manic at the same time, or just withing seconds of each other. One is called Mixed affective disturbance, the other is...
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I’m offfffffff
Family Holiday to Italy. Having been up and down like a hoor’s pants of late hopefully the sun, sea and relaxation will send me up. Mania = confidence = meeting nice Italian girls. Finger’s crossed...
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Again it begins…
Downer again, steeper than it has been for a little while. I’ve been more of an arse of late and thus have more fuel for comntempting myself. Jamie has also been having a shit time, and as if to...
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